I think I've become slow.
When I'm sitting with people, I can talk and retell stories of mine like they were happening to me right at that moment but lately, every time I log onto my blog to write something, I get stuck.
Me! Stuck! How?
So that's when I decided today that I'm just going to let all my preoccupations go and write out anything on my mind [which is what I usually do but seemed to have lost].
I'm becoming really close to this girl at work. It's gotten to a point where I don't even consider her the girl at work anymore. We talk on the phone. We giggle. We tell each other our silly secrets. I feel like I'm 11 again and I'm feeling really good about that. I've managed to isolate myself from so many girls that I've gotten to know over the years only because they're bitches. Bitches from hell that act all nice and sweet but only care about the latest gossip and the latest LV collection [which I personally despise].
I've isolated myself from a good friend of mine because I feel he's a too demanding of a friend and I know he'll probably read this and know it's him but I don't mind. At least I'm letting it all out. I just need my space. To breathe. I think his problem is that he has too much space to breathe. I don't know if anyone will understand what I'm trying to say.
I'm always really busy with work and try to make time for a lot of people but I just don't have that time to spare like I used to. Or maybe I'm becoming even more selfish and feel that I need to do more of what I want to do and less of what other people expect of me. I also realized that being selfish is not that bad of a thing to be. Maybe you'll disagree.
B and I have befriended
Mumbo Jumbo and her husband, if you can call a one time meeting befriending. I know that B really liked them and so do I. They're a couple that we can be friends with a long way down the road. Same as the girl from work and her boyfriend. We're just... right for each other. That sounds a little perverted in my mind. Ha!
So that's it for now. Back to work.
